Degradation

"All paid jobs absorb and degrade the mind"

-Aristotle (384 BC - 322 BC)

I think my mind is gone. I'm not sure how to quite explain it. The daily chore of dealing with the public and their ignorance has chipped and hacked away at my brain for so long there is nothing left but contempt. I smile and pretend to be nice, hiding my true self away. It spurts out in bits and pieces occasionally, when I unconciously mumble "I'll kill every last one of you". I think its time for a change. Before I snap and do something I will perhaps later regret.

Had a good time last night with the lads. Pizza and beer and dunkin donuts. Feeling old, though. 30. 30, 30, 30, 30. Yeah, it's just a number. Still, it's bugging me. 30. Not going to dwell on it too much. That might make me snap too. Just got to keep going.

Ah well. Meanwhile, I am reading a chick book, Memoirs of a Gesiha. Pretty interesting so far, I'm a couple of chapters in. Dodgeball is the greatest American movie ever made. Ever. Looking forward to seeing the giant monkey movie. I think running through town throwing cars around would be a good time.